The fate of my fortune

they say fortune favours the brave

am I not the one?

or the saying is a myth

why am I a hostage to the fortune?

why is fortune not smiling on me?

is the fortune a sadist

or I am not funny enough?

my wheel of fortune is wedged

whom shall I call to tell fortunes?

if every man is the architect of his fortune

am I a bad designer?

if yes, shall I continue living?

or shall I succumb to fortuity?